feeling: Numb
watching: Nothing

I was looking at photos just now, of you two, just to see what I'd missed and what I will be missing.

Wow I've missed a lot.

And as my tears silently fall, I feel my heart becoming numb.

Slowly getting used to the fact that we would never share these moments together as a first for you.

Slowly coming to understand why she meant so much to you, why you were so reluctant to let her go.

Like you said to me before, what makes a couple stay together, if not for every experience they've shared together that makes it so special to them. I know you wouldn't have wanted to lose her, given the choice.

I've seen how much you've experienced.

I'm still seeing how much you've experienced.

I found a video, but I could not bring myself to watch.

The photos are endless. Why did you give me that website?

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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