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[Truth - Yuna Ito]
14/01/08 10:44
I am...

feeling: Melancholy?
listening to: Truth - Yuna ITo

What makes a heart break?

I was listening to this song, and the first time I heard it I thought it sounded heartbreaking... And once I'd read the lyrics, I decided it pretty much was. It's so bittersweet... What makes two people decide to part...?

and what makes them stay?

What is true heart break? When the person you love doesn't love you back...? When the person you love rejects you? Or when the person you love breaks up with you and you know you can never be together again?

but what is love?

How can you tell when you're in love? I always thought it's one of those things when you just "knew", except for me, it's only after the experience, after analysing myself and my own feelings for the first time from a third-party looking-in sorta view, that I can tell that maybe I was actually in love at one point.

I think there are different levels of love. Well, for me, at least. And I don't mean different kinds, I mean different levels of love for another man/woman. I was explaining to R a while ago online about them, and tbh, it was only after everything was over that I'd begun to realise that I even had those levels of love.

what is true love?

I don't know if I've ever experienced it. I think if I had, then the breakup/leaving would have been so much more painful. I realised I can move on too easily, and every time I move on I think that what I might have felt before wasn't love, but after thinking a little deeper, it was...

just not deep enough.

I wonder if this song will ever apply to me in the future. I find it probably applies to some of my friend's lives. Actually I find the love lives of my friends so amusing, especially when someone mistakes me for being a part of it. I remember everyone thought (maybe some still think, dunno) that C and I were a couple, even though we really weren't, just really good friends was all, but that just amused me so much.

I think I should start keeping my distance with guys? Many people misunderstand the relationships I have with my guy friends. They all think we're together when we're not, but that's because I treat them as brothers and they just treat me as part of the male group and we muck about together.

Mum keeps warning me to stop that cos I'm now "older" and supposed to be "more mature" and therefore misunderstandings like those shouldn't be had, and I should stop acting like a child and control my actions especially in front of guys or I'll probably never get a boyfriend.

But I like acting like part of the guy's group. It's fun. Most of the girls I know are too sensible to jump around play fighting with me acting like a loony, but that's just how I am. Maybe I'll grow out of it. Or maybe I still do it because I haven't found the one I love yet.

Even if I like someone, I will still act like normal around guys, but I know that as soon as I get together with someone, I will stop, because there would only be one person that I'd want to be like that around/to.

the one I love.

Because that's the sort of person I am. I tame down. And for me to be in a relationship I'd have to like a person so, so much; even to the extent of love. People say "you can't love someone at the start of a relationship". I think you can... If love is developed when you're still friends, even if it's a really light level of love, it's still there.

Anyways, the song:

Truth - Yuna Ito:

Let me stay with you
Kizutsuke au no ni
Naze konna ni motomete shimau no
Donít you know my heart ?
Sunao ni narezu ni ita no
Tada hitotsu no ai ga hoshii no ni

Meguriaeta kiseki wo shinjite
Kanadete yukitai anata e no melody
Moshi mo subete wo nakushite shimatte mo
Kono omoi wa eien na no
Itís my truth

Believe in yourself
Tsumazuita toki mo
Aruitekita namida wo nugutte
Open up your heart, omoide no saki ni kitto
Ashita to iu kibou ga aru kara

Give me your loneliness
And Iíll give you my tenderness
Wasurenai de ite ano hi mita yume wa
Hanareteite mo kono mune ni itsudemo
Kanjite iru anata dake wo
Itís my truth

Tsunagaru hoshi ga sasayaki kakeru
Tomadou kokoro wo te ga shinagara
Deai to wakere hito wa sagasu no
Itsuka musubi aeru tsuyoi kizuna wa

Sekaijuu no kanashimi mo subete
Uketomete mo ii anata no tamenara
Sekaijuu kara okizari ni sarete mo
Sono hitomi wo shinjite iru
Itís my truth

Translation

Let me stay with you even if it hurts both of us
Why must I always demand so much
Donít you know my heart could never stay put
Thereís simply only one love I want

Believing in miracles we can come across
I go on playing a melody for you
Even if I end up losing everything
This feeling is forever, Itís my truth

Believe in yourself even when you stumble
Wipe your tears as you walk on
Open up your heart beyond the memories, surely
There is a hope we call tomorrow

Give me your loneliness
and Iíll give you my tenderness
Donít forget the dream we saw that day
Even if weíre separated, in this heart
I will feel you forever, Itís my truth

Your whisper reaches the scattered stars
Illuminating my confused heart
In every encounter and farewell, what people search for is
This strong bond that will unite them someday

All the sadness throughout the world
If itís for you, I can take it all in
Even if the whole world deserts me
I believe in those eyes, Itís my truth

I'm not sure how accurate the translation is, but either way, it's still gorgeous... The tune is gorgeous, right? And the lyrics. When I was listening to it, one line struck me the most. It's probably now one of my favourite lyrics of all time. If there was a "greatest lyrics of all time" book, that line would be in it. Definitely.

...give me your loneliness, and I'll give you my tenderness...

I wonder when I'd be able to say that line.

Man this entry was deep XD I wasn't thinking so deeply before I started it actually >_>;; Just goes to show, eh? XD Well, I'm hungry, break is almost over, so if I don't go and get food now I'll have to starve for today, which, although helps my "diet", is probably not good for me (yup I'm at school again, supposed to be revising. Oh well~)

2 more exams this week, then it'll be over!

L8r,

ó◊Kuri◊ó

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2 Comments.


just be yourself. the guy who will love you love the way you are.

even your friends are mostly guys ... it doesn't mean you won't find a true friend among the guys... sometimes guys are much better a friend than a girl. (i think girls are much more bitchy, that's why).

love is a universal problem. i have not fallen in love and i don't intend to find one. because i doubt i would ever find true love.

the line that strike the most is "Donít forget the dream we saw that day". i'm not sure if people still remember the dream when they got separated. if they do, i'm sure they must be shattered.

a friend of mine said once before that even she got heartbroken many times she will continue to find love because she doesn't want to believe that love doesn't exist.

» renaye on 2008-01-14 08:52:53

It's so deep my already dark mood refuse to read it.. Good luck with your exams.

Yea, I might be going to Manchester (yes it is in Manchester) to study. I haven't actually talked to my dad yet, just my mother. She knows I wanna go, she want me to go though, it's not her decision to make. Actually, without the 7 times, it is really nice to stay there. I mean, the cost of living here is way higher than it is over there and this place isn't even a developed country yet. Subway here started giving one cookie like this month, so yea, it sucks. I rather eat McD.
» Nuttz on 2008-01-15 03:27:28

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