feeling: Restless
listening to: Mirotic - DBSK

After having an AMAZING time at KTV on Friday->Saturday then having a huge panic attack mid-Sat, being so stressed I was only able to bring myself to eat one meal that day, I feel much, much better now. Much better :)

Thank God :)

I'm getting started on my 3000 word assignment due in 4th December but I really don't know where to begin, so I'm gna go back to reading now... Much needed update due but... I'll leave it at this for now...

At least it's still November. Just.

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Tired
listening to: Sarang Haeyo Zhi Dui Ni Shou (Live) - JJ Lin

I'm now trying to get back my flexibility from 3 years ago... I can tell it's going to take a while but I'll get there. Then I'll think to progressing further in flexibility. But for some reason I get a shooting pain up my left thigh that is different from the pain you get when you can't stretch any further.

It's so weird, I'm wondering if I should get it checked out? Because I know if it wasn't for that my leg would be so much more flexible. My left leg has always been more flexible than my left but with that pain I can't stretch as far! Well, unless I stretch it in one particular way that avoids the shooting pain...

Anyways, I've been watching some pole dancing (again) on YouTube and it really makes me want my flexibility back!! So yus... Going to work hard for it.

Had my first shift in Fusion kitchen today... Didn't really have time to guy-spot... There's only one window that has a very, very limited view. Although we can see the staircase he would walk up from.

When I first started it was sooo busy it was unreal! So just got to work immediately. Head down, weigh noodle portions. So if he ever turned up at that point I wouldn't have seen him anyway...

It doesn't matter though; I have faith. If we are meant to be, there is no way I would never see him again so I just have to be patient. I have another shift on Wednesday from 10am-4pm. The lunch shift, which means I can have a better look out for him :)

Finally, I had to repost my previous post because some random newbie left an empty comment, which was rather strange and emboldened the rest of the comment box so I deleted it. Then ended up with -1 Comments because the page just did a self-refresh... Really gna have to speak to Dave about that self-refresh. It's so strange!

Anyone else get what I'm on about? =3

Okay... Now I really have to do some work. But I really cba... This is so strange... How am I meant to write an A4 page on 'someone I know' in German? I can barely do it in English! Who the heck has that much to say about someone they know?! Unless I have to literally give the person's autobiography as I know it!

I think I may have to do Ani :)

Or myself. I mean, I'm supposed to know myself pretty well, right? But I'll have to make up a random name though. The teacher'll never knooow! >_>;;

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Hopeful
listening to: whatever it is my hallmate seems to be watching (I've no idea what it is. Atm it sounds like some strange old lady singing very out of tune)

And still no sign of him :(

I'm beginning to think he doesn't attend this Uni. But then again I'm sure he wouldn't eat out that often. Besides, at lunch time I was working upstairs from Rootes Restaurant, so even if he did go there to eat again I would have missed him I guess :(

Nevermind... Maybe I'll see him later? Going off to work again in a minute so if he does go there'll be no way I can miss him!

While I didn't see him, I did see a group of other people I sorta know eating at Fusion again and honestly it seems like every single time I go I see them there! Do they live in Fusion or something? o_O

Oh well... Will keep you guys posted!

Oh I've temporarily taken down my pole too; getting my room cleaned tomorrow and it would not do to have a cleaner come in and go 'how am I meant to clean with a pole in the middle of the room?!'

Plus they might just whack the hoover into the pole and scratch it. Yes, that is the main reason I've taken it down. It cost me £140--of course I'm gna be careful with it!

Will blog again later ^^

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Frustrated
listening to: Everything - Lifehouse

Have you ever seen someone walk into the room and suddenly nothing else in the world seems to matter anymore? Some random stranger... walks into the room... and time just stops?

I really wish I knew him.

What's his name? Where's he from? Which uni does he go to? How old is he, when's his birthday, does he visit often? Or is he here, at the same uni as me? Is he in a relationship? What kind of girls does he like?

I know I'm probably going to sound really shallow but I was sitting in Rootes Social the other day with a friend, waiting for our food to arrive when he suddenly walked up the stairs onto the same floor as us.

I couldn't stop looking at him; he was the most gorgeous guy I'd ever seen in my life.

And when he looked around, our eyes seemed to have met for a second and I forgot to breathe. He went into Rootes Restaurant though. The second he left my friend and I were both exclaiming how hot he was haha.

We went into the Restaurant to see if we could find him again and we did. So we subtly walked past them. And when I saw him again... Our eyes met again and I can't stop thinking about him.

I want to see him again.

I want to know him.

I probably sound really stupid! Oh well... I can't help it >_<;; I looked away when our eyes met though and he looked back down (he was eating at the time) but... Can't help but think there was something there--wish there was something there, even if it was just a figment of my imagination.

I haven't seen him again since. I start working again tomorrow. I want to see him again. Hopefully I'll see him again. And this time, I will just go up to him and talk to him, regardless of what anyone thinks. We'll see :)

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Content
listening to: Flower Lady - DBSK

I have my pole!!! And it's up in my room! Well, I put it up yday but still!

I love it so much! I did like... 4hrs pole dancing yday and now my right hand has 2 plasters on. It actually needs 3 but still. I have a cut on one finger and a blister on two other fingers... joyous. But still, the dancing was worth it!

And even with these injuries I can't help but go on my pole still!

I love pole dancing so much, it's SUCH a good workout! But since my right hand is currently screwed I'm having to do everything left handed and one handed. I've only done one hour of dancing today though. Great strain on the left shoulder, but damn good for strength and muscles!

I've got my pole in my rather humble sized uni room so I've managed to whack my legs on my desk twice so far but that hasn't stopped me from continuously dancing haha! Can't wait to learn more and start the professional lessons!

That being said, I have completely wasted my reading week--well done me!

Today I went to Kenilworth with the Japan society to watch the Kenilworth Fireworks. Following my insomnia, I managed to sleep for 12 hrs last night and got up at 1pm today XD

Met up with Japan soc, got the bus in, went to a pub for a while then went on our merry way to Kenilworth castle where the fireworks display was, then it started raining! Waited in the rain and mud for 45 mins. Watched fireworks for 30 mins then took 2 hours to get home! >_<;;

It was raining so heavily, waited for buses for almost 2 hours but 2 drove right past because they were both full. Then got desperate and managed to get into a taxi with 7 other people (was a big taxi) and finally got home.

Loved the shower afterwards x]

My clothes are soaked tho. Damn they need a good wash!

Right, need to go to bed now, church tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be able to sleep! Gnight all :D

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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feeling: Agitated
listening to: Nothing

It's 04:43 in the morning and I'm not tired and I can't get to sleep and damnit I'm annoyed.

I have an 11am lecture, which, at this rate, I am not going to make.

I cba to do anything really =_=;;

I wanna go to sleep! But have been trying yet obviously can't right now. Darned sake. Maybe I'll do some reading. That'll make me sleepy in no time! But I can't be bothered. I think I'm just too excited about getting the rest of my pole tomorrow @_@

I wanna tidy my room and move stuff around so I have space for it when I finally put it up tomorrow but yeah... Not a good time to be moving stuff around atm. My neighbour won't be too pleased! The walls here are dead thin o_O

Neeed sleeeep!

When'd I turn into a freaking insomniac?! >_<;; Which pharmacy is still open at this time of night? Really need some of those sleeping pills. =_=;;

Okay, reading it is, methinks. I need to get started on that some time or other :) Tho I will probably just end up cleaning my room anyways. Looking at it under lamplight, it's a tip!

L8r,

—×Kuri×—

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